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Two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference. ~Robert Frost

Friday, December 30, 2011

List Friday

Top 5 Wishes For The New Year

1.  That I will like my new job and be an effective agent of change for them.  (They need it BAD)

2.  That I will be able to travel much more than in 2011.  I had my life on hold all year due to worry about losing my job and finances, so I'm back in the saddle again in 2012!

3.  That I will be a supportive friend and listener to friends who are going through some difficult things - divorce, health issues, etc.

4.  That my dogs stay healthy and happy (and don't destroy anything).

5.  That I become more of a 'reader' - I used to read books ALL THE TIME as a kid and teenager, but I think college textbooks broke me of that little habit.  I am a slow reader, which deters me, but I imagine if I practice, I will get faster and revive that love of adventure in between the two covers of a good book.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Thankful Thursday

This might sound negative, but I am WILDLY thankful that this difficult, depressing, and frustrating year is OVER!  While good things definitely happened and I had some fun adventures and spent some time with great people, overall I was very unhappy and unfulfilled.  I didn't realize how much of my identity/self-worth/fulfillment was tied up in my career......until that identity was pulled out from underneath me through a LOOONNNNGGGGG drawn-out layoff.  I struggled through depression throughout the year and it was horrible.

Also - I had other setbacks in 2011:

  • Maggie getting hurt and needing surgery (she has never had an illness or injury before, so both of us were hating it and worrying)
  • Car issues - a dead battery, 2 flat tires, $1,100 worth of other car repairs (new axle, wheel, etc.)
  • Almost CONSTANT, MISERABLE poison ivy from about March to October from the dogs messing around in the backyard where they shouldn't be - and sneaking out of the yard and getting into it behind the old fence (My doctor had to put me on steroids - a shot AND oral steroids - twice because it got so bad).
  • My house's air conditioner broke while I was on vacation - had to be totally replaced.
  • The dogs just broke my dishwasher and I have to pay for someone to come and fix it.
  • Hottest Texas summer on record (oh, and the worst 1-year drought in DFW history).
BRING ON 2012!!!!!!!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Google Interview Questions

I just read an article about interviewing at Google and they gave 5 sample questions.  They were hard, and made you REALLY think.  Give it a try!  Don't scroll down to the answers until you give it a shot!

1. What's the next number in this sequence: 10, 9, 60, 90, 70, 66 … ?

2. You're in a car with a helium balloon on a string that is tied to the floor. The windows are closed. When you step on the gas pedal, what happens to the balloon—does it move forward, move backward, or stay put?

3. Using only a four-minute hourglass and a seven-minute hourglass, measure exactly nine minutes—without the process taking longer than nine minutes.

4. A book has N pages, numbered the usual way, from 1 to N. The total number of digits in the page numbers is 1,095. How many pages does the book have?

5. A man pushed his car to a hotel and lost his fortune. What happened?


OK, the answers are below.........





1.  Spell the numbers out:

Ten
Nine
Sixty
Ninety
Seventy
Sixty-six

They are in ascending order, based on the number of letters in the spelled-out numbers. A correct response will have nine letters: 96, for instance. A cleverer answer is "one googol." That's the huge number that can be written as a "1" with a hundred zeros after it. Google, the company's name, was originally a misspelling of "googol."

2.  The near-universal intuition is that the balloon leans backward as you accelerate. Well, the intuition is wrong. Your job is to deduce how the balloon does move and to explain it to the interviewer.

 
One good response is to draw an analogy to a spirit level. For the not so handy, a spirit level is the little gizmo carpenters use to make sure a surface is horizontal. It contains a narrow glass tube of colored liquid with a bubble in it. Whenever the spirit level rests on a perfectly horizontal surface, the bubble hovers in the middle of the tube. When the surface isn't so level, the bubble migrates to the higher end of the tube. The takeaway here is that the bubble is simply a "hole" in the liquid. When the surface isn't level, gravity pulls the liquid toward the lower end. This pushes the bubble wherever the liquid isn't— toward the opposite end.


Untie the helium balloon and let it hit the moonroof. It becomes a spirit level. The balloon is a "bubble" of lower-density helium in higher-density air, all sealed in a container (the car).

Gravity pulls the heavy air downward, forcing the light balloon against the moonroof.

When the car accelerates, the air is pushed backward, just as your body is. This sends a lighter-than-air balloon forward. When the car brakes suddenly, the air piles up in front of the windshield. This sends the balloon backward. Centrifugal force pushes the air away from the turn and sends the balloon toward the center of the turn. Of course, the same applies when the balloon is tied to something; it's just less free to move. The short answer to this question is that the balloon nods in the direction of any acceleration.

3.  Start both hourglasses at 0 minutes. Flip over the four-minute glass when it runs out (at 4:00); ditto for the seven-minute glass (at 7:00). When the four-minute glass runs out the second time (at 8:00), the seven-minute glass will then have one minute of sand in its lower bulb. Flip the seven-minute glass over again and let the minute of sand run back. When the last grain falls, that will be nine minutes.
 4.  Every page number has a digit in the units column. With N pages, that's N digits right there. All but the first 9 pages have a digit in the tens column. That's N - 9 more digits.

All but the first 99 pages have a digit in the hundreds column (accounting for N - 99 more digits).
I could go on, but not many books have more than 999 pages. A book with 1,095 digits in its page numbers won't, anyway.

This means that 1,095 must equal:

N + (N - 9) + (N - 99).
This can be simplified to:

1,095 = 3N - 108.

That means that 3N = 1,203, or N = 401. That's the answer, 401 pages.

5.  He was playing Monopoly.








Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Cable - A La Carte?

I had a deep thought in the shower the other day:  I wish you could buy cable TV in an 'a la carte' style - just sign up and then pick the channels that you want and you just pay per channel, so you get exactly what you want and only PAY for what you want.
I have a whole bunch of channels that are part of the package I had to buy in order to get Discovery, History, TLC, etc. that I don't EVER watch and don't even like.  Why am I paying for them??
I would save so much money if I could just pay my bill as an 'a la carte' customer!  Here are the only channels I would need:

  • ABC, CBS, NBC, FOX
  • History
  • Discovery
  • TLC
  • ESPN
  • BRAVO
  • Military History
  • HGTV
  • Sundance
  • IFC
Yep, I think that pretty much covers it - all of my shows are on those channels.  I would be happy as a clam with just a DVR and the channels above - and I would save a crap-ton of money.  Oh wait, that's probably why they don't allow you to do it!  DANG.

Monday, December 26, 2011

The Truth in Graphic Form

I received these 'very scientific' graphs in an email and I had to share.  I was actually (literally) laughing out loud at several of them - they are soooo true!  Enjoy.......

 














Friday, December 23, 2011

List Friday

Top Reasons Traffic Time Can Be GOOD

1.  I sometimes need/use it as 'decompression time' - to de-stress myself before I get home and have 2 jumping dogs and other things to take care of.

2.  I enjoy listening to talk radio and I have my favorite morning people and my favorite afternoon people - they become like travel companions or friends as you get to know them and what kinds of things they talk about.

3.  With that time in between being at your desk at work and being at home, you create more of a separation between work and home life.  I know it's only traffic, but with technology, sometimes it's hard to separate yourself from work, but I find that the distance creates kind of a boundary.

4.  The distance between work and home creates two different lives almost - your work week environment and your weekend environment.  Stores you are near and can stop by, restaurants in both areas, etc.

5.  Living farther from work makes it less likely that you would see a co-worker at Lowe's when your hair is a mess and you don't have any make-up on (doing house projects and running errands).

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Thankful Thursday

This week I am very thankful for Arkansas Browning Animal Clinic - the vet's office that I take my dogs to.  I have had Maggie for almost 8 years and never once had to deal with an illness or injury....until recently when Miss Maggie got impaled by a nail in the fence (or something else?).  I was nervous and didn't know what to do for her, so I brought her in to see the vet and they took her back to surgery to repair the injury.


I expected them just to stitch her up, but it was too deep of a wound and it required surgery, a drain and the dreaded cone head.  Anyway, she did great and I am so thankful for the vets at Arkansas Browning - they were fantastic!  The vet techs were so nice too - they took very good care of my Maggie girl.  She is all better now and back to normal (causing trouble with her partner-in-crime, Owen), thanks to Dr. Mac Todd and Dr. Alice Lippitt (and the awesome vet techs).

Here's Dr. Todd who was the one that performed Maggie's surgery:

And here is Dr. Lippitt who saw Maggie when she first came in and decided that surgery was necessary.  Dr. Lippitt was so calm and gentle with Maggie, which in turn made me calm down too.  :)  Oh, and all SIX of Dr. Lippitt's rescue dogs come to the office with her.  They are roaming around and greet the patients - love it!


Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Sleigh Bells Ring

Last weekend I got to do something that I was SO excited about - go on a "sleigh" ride to watch Christmas lights!  It was a horse-drawn carriage ride at night through Highland Park in Dallas (MAJOR big money - old oil money, owners of companies, Jerry Jones, Mark Cuban, George W. Bush, etc. live there).  Laura won (bid on it and won) it at a charity auction and invited some friends to join her in her sleigh.  HURRAY!

Below is an example of the types of homes that are in this area of Dallas:
 Here is the 'boarding' area - there were lots of people there on a Sunday night, waiting for their sleigh ride appointment!  
 This was the carriage that left right before ours.  We had one big, strong horse instead of two smaller ones - she was all white and named Sophie.  :)

My pictures of the houses with their lights don't even ALMOST do them justice - these were mansions to end all mansions!  I just couldn't even believe how big some of these houses were.  Here's a smaller one, but they did a GREAT job with the lights:

Since the entire structure doesn't have lights on it, you can't grasp how glamorous the house was, but MAN!
Clearly they hire people to come out and put their lights up - look at the perfect lines!
 I need to go back and see this one in the daylight - it was like a castle!  Seriously!
 Most of them had just magnificent front doors - I especially love these rounded doors/doorways with stone.  SO AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL.
And here is the parking lot of the shopping area that we were dropped off at - they had about a billion lights in the trees throughout the parking lot - absolutely gorgeous!  
 
 I felt like a piece of white trash hanging out in this area - every other car was a luxury car of some sort.  And one of the houses that we passed on the light tour had TWO BENTLEYs out front.  HOLY HANNAH!

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Christmas Traditions

I think I have blogged about this before, but I really want to have distinct Christmas traditions established in my life.....and yet I haven't found anything new that has really 'stuck' yet.....here's what I've got so far:

1.  I always set up my tree/decorations in early November so that I can enjoy them for the longest time possible.

2.  I always give myself the gift of a massage a day or two before Christmas (been doing that for about 5 years now).

3.  I put the old fashioned wood decoration that plays "Jingle Bells" with the pull of a string in my bedroom (one of the only decorations that I put upstairs) and look at it and play it often.  It used to hang in the hallway, just down from my bedroom, all of the years that I was growing up in our New Hope house.  It reminds me of simpler days as a kid and I absolutely love it - I just have to be gentle and careful with it because if it broke, I would be really sad.....

One of my goals this year is to start a new Christmas tradition and add it to the list......what will it be???


Monday, December 19, 2011

Quiet Time

  One thing that I am starting to implement in my life is a daily prayer time.  This doesn't mean that I sit for hours praying, but rather that I take a distinct pause from my daily life to be totally quiet and talk to God......thanking him for the good things in my life, asking for guidance with decisions I need to make, asking for help when I or others need it, etc. 

I think this is very important because I tend to stray away from God during the good times and cling on tight during the bad times, and that is very inconsistent.  I want to make it a habit, a discipline and a regular part of my life. 

I know some people practice this quiet time in the early morning, but I just don't know if that's right for me.  I'm not a morning person and I don't know that I would be in the right frame of mind and alert enough.....



I'm thinking that nighttime might be the right opportunity for me to do this - I'm actually much more alert, more in tune with spiritual matters, reflective and emotional. 

I anticipate that this practice will make me a more centered person who has a much closer relationship with my Maker.  I'll report back on how it goes........

Friday, December 16, 2011

List Friday

Top 10 Good Things About My New Job

1.  It's not my old job.  :)

2.  I'm actually needed and have a future there.

3.  I'm being invested in - part of something going forward.

4.  They cater in lunch every Monday!

5.  They are moving offices this weekend to a building RIGHT BY my old work building - best of both worlds:  I'm out of there, but can still go to lunch and happy hour with my friends!

6.  The new office is in an area that I'm familiar with, know the traffic patterns of, and I'll be right by my massage place, my dentist and my eye doctor.

7.  My opinions, knowledge, and expertise is valued, appreciated and looked to.

8.  A feeling of belonging somewhere again, not living on the outskirts of the company.

9.  Our new office has UNDERGROUND/COVERED parking!

10. I feel like I'm being challenged, which is VERY rewarding.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Thankful Thursday

This week I am thankful for my new job, plain and simple.  Just the mere fact that I have a job at all is reason enough to be thankful, but it's more than that for me.  For the past year I have felt overlooked, cast out, disregarded, not needed and thrown away.  I guess a company acquisition will do that to a Finance person.  I took it very personally, even though my practical brain told me not to....I couldn't help it as the months dragged by until the end!  I wasn't being challenged, I didn't feel needed and I got very bitter.

But now, no matter if this is my dream job (it isn't) or not, I'm thankful for that feeling of being needed, wanted, challenged, stimulated and respected for what I am contributing.  Until I started feeling that again these past two weeks, I had forgotten what that felt like......basically I had been more discouraged, disenfranchised and apathetic than I ever knew!  I'm thankful for this new adventure, to be challenged, to have things expected of me, to have a team that depends on me and my contributions - all of it!  YAY!


Wednesday, December 14, 2011

I saw this on a different blog and thought I would share.....I especially agree with #5, #7, #17, #19, #21, #22, #23 and #25.  Enjoy!

The 30 Most Satisfying Simple Pleasures Life Has to Offer

By Marc and Angel Hack Life

They say the best things in life are free. Beyond a shadow of a doubt, the list below proves that statement to be true. Life is filled with simple pleasures, the little satisfying effects you never really anticipate, but always take great pleasure in. They are the gifts of life that we each subconsciously celebrate in our own unique way.

Here are 30 of the most satisfying simple pleasures life has to offer:

1. Sleeping In on a Rainy Day – As the rain beats lightly against the window, you nestle your head deeper into your pillow. The sound is soothing and your bed feels like a sanctuary. There is no place you would rather be.

2. Finding Money You Didn’t Know You Had – You reach into your pocket and find a $20 bill from the last time you wore these jeans. You aren’t rich, but you are richer than you were a second earlier.

3. Making Brief Eye Contact with Someone of the Opposite Sex – You pass her on the street or in the subway. She glances up at you momentarily, making direct eye contact in a way that seems to communicate a subtle curiosity. For a split second it makes you think… and then it’s gone.

4. Skinny Dipping – There is something mysteriously liberating about being naked in a body of water. You are naked, but it feels natural, a sense of unrefined freedom.

5. Receiving a Real Letter or Package via Snail Mail – E-mail has become the primary source of written communication. Most snail mail these days is junk mail. When you check the mail and find a real letter or package from someone you know, excitement overtakes you as you tear into this rare gift.

6. Making the Yellow Light - It’s one of the most common simple pleasures, the act of beating the pack. As you blaze through the yellow light you glance in your rearview to see all the cars behind you stopping at the red light. Yes! You made it!

7. Telling a Funny or Interesting, True Story - One of the most enticing roles you lead in life is that of the storyteller. You love to share stories, especially those that will captivate your audience with deep curiosity and humor. There are few things more satisfying than telling a true story that others enjoy listening to.

8. Seeing a Friend Stumble Over Himself – As you walk across the street with your friend, he fails to accurately address the curb on the other side. He trips and stumbles around momentarily before regaining his footing, then swiftly attempts to play it off like nothing happened. This can be a hilarious sight if the moment is right.

9. Hearing the Right Song at the Right Moment - It doesn’t matter what the setting is, hearing the right song for that moment is one of those simple pleasures in life that instantly lifts your spirits. You could be driving home from work, hanging out at a bar with friends, or jogging. When the right song rattles your ear drums the entire meaning of life seems crystal clear.

10. The First Sip of a Beverage When You’re Thirsty – You just finished mowing the lawn or taking a long jog. The only thing on your mind is an ice-cold glass of water. When you are really, really thirsty, that first sip of any liquid beverage is sheer bliss.

11. Catching a Glimpse of Bare Skin on the Opposite Sex – For guys, it’s when the waitress bends over a little too far. For girls it’s seeing that buff guy in a Speedo. Either way, when you see a bit more skin than you were expecting on the opposite sex, you can’t help but to smirk on the inside.

12. Saying the Same Thing Simultaneously – There is a moment of silence. Then all of the sudden you and your friend blurt out the same exact set of words simultaneously. This rare occurrence is something to smile about.

13. The Pull-Through Parking Spot – You pull into a parking spot and are delighted to see the availability of the parking spot immediately in front of you. You pull through to the spot in front so that when you return to the car you can drive forward out of the parking spot. Why? Because driving backwards is a pain in the butt.

14. Realizing You Have More Time to Sleep – Something abruptly awakens you and you think it’s time to get up. Then you squint over at your alarm clock and realize you still have 2 more hours to sleep. A warm euphoric feeling shoots though your body as you glide gracefully back to your dreams.

15. People Watching – Sitting there on your bench you can see people in every direction. Tall people, small people, thin and plump. Blond, brunette, and redhead alike. Each of them has a different stride and a unique expression. As you drift from body to body you are mesmerized by what you see.

16. Putting On Clothes Straight from the Dryer – As soon as the dryer buzzes, you pull out your clothes and put them on. They feel soothingly warm on your skin and emit a fresh-scented aroma into the air. A sentiment of ease comes over you as you head out to conquer the day.

17. A Familiar Smell – You just pulled into your parent’s driveway and opened the car door. You haven’t been home in a long while. You smell familiarity in the air, the scent of a large pine tree in the neighbor’s yard. As you head through the front door, more familiar smells consume your senses. Gosh, it feels good to be home…

18. The Feeling You Get When Your Idea Works – You have been struggling to resolve a complex problem all day and you just can’t seem to get it right. Filled with frustration, you decide to exercise one last idea before calling it a night. You’ve had many ideas before that failed miserably… but this time it works.

19. Fresh, Clean Bed Sheets – You yank at the corner of the bedspread to create just enough space to slide your body under the freshly cleaned sheets. The sheets feel cool to the touch. Everything seems so clean, like nobody has ever slept in this bed before.

20. A Beautiful View – As the car veers around the side of the mountain you gaze out the passenger window. It’s a clear, sunny day and you can see the entire valley below filled with wild flowers and bright green vegetation. The scenery reminds you of something you once saw in National Geographic. But here it is live, right before your eyes.

21. Reminiscing About Old Times with Your Closest Friends – Pink Floyd once said “the memories of a man in his old age are the deeds of a man in his prime”. There is no simple pleasure more satisfying than recounting the greatest moments of your life with your closest friends who lived these moments alongside you.

22. Receiving an Unexpected Compliment – It’s been an average day. Nothing really great has happened, but nothing terrible occurred either. This monotonous day has put you in a dreary mood. Unexpectedly, an older, attractive lady taps you on the shoulder, calls you “handsome” and says she loves your shirt. The day just got a whole lot better.

23. Having a Good Laugh – Laughter is the greatest cure of all. Life is extraordinary in the moments when you are laughing so hard you can barely breathe. These moments of deep laughter are divine in the sense that they cleanse your mood and set your mind on a positive track.

24. The Feeling After a Healthy Workout - It’s a giddy feeling of self accomplishment; the one true activity that actually makes you feel better and look better simultaneously. When you walk out the front door of the gym you are on top of the world.

25. The Celebration in the Instant Something Makes Sense – Even now that it has explained to you for the third time, you just don’t understand how it works. Everyone else seems to understand but you. Then out of the blue the dots connect in your mind. You finally get it, and it feels great!

26. Relaxing Outdoors on a Sunny Day – As you relax sprawled out in a lawn chair, the sun warms your skin and a light breeze keeps the temperature comfortable. Birds are chirping merrily in the trees behind you. You are at complete peace with the environment.

27. Holding Hands with Someone You Love – Every time she grabs your hand you are overcome with an awareness of how much she means to you. Holding hands is sensual and physically intimate, yet subtle. There are few people you allow to hold your hand, so when it happens you can be sure that the moment is special.

28. Playing in the Water – Water marvels people of all ages. From jumping in puddles as a child, to doing cannon balls in the pool as an adolescent, to enjoying a cocktail in the Jacuzzi as an adult… water is enjoyable.

29. Making Someone Smile – You notice that your colleague has been under a great deal of stress with meeting a deadline, so you take it upon yourself to complete one of her indirect responsibilities for her. As soon as she realizes what you did, she comes into your office with a big smile on her face. “Thank you”, she says. You just hit two birds with one stone, because making her smile just made your day.

30. Finishing What You Started – You just finished up a big project you’ve been working on for the last few months, or maybe you just finished your first marathon… Either way, you finalized what you set out to accomplish. The feeling of self accomplishment you get when you finish what you started is by far one of the most rewarding simple pleasures life has to offer.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Where Are All The Adults???


OK, it's time for a rant again........today's topic:  people who send out Christmas card pictures with ONLY the kids in the picture!  What's up with that?!  Yes, yes, I know your kids are probably very cute and I'm sure you shopped for 100 hours to pick out the perfect outfit for them and the right background to match.  I'm sure you had to fight through 10 temper tantrums to get that one good shot for the Christmas card.......but where are YOU, the PARENTS? 

Last time I checked, I wasn't friends with just a bunch of random 2, 3 and 4-year-olds....I'm friends with YOU.  Yes, I would love to see how much your kids have grown over the last year and how cute they are, but I have just NEVER understood the concept of sending out a Christmas picture with "The Olson's" or "Jim, Katie, Justin & Bailey" on it and then just the kids in the picture?!


Somebody please tell me what I'm missing???????

Monday, December 12, 2011

Challenge: Wrapping Presents

I saw this on Facebook - a group for wiener dog owners.  It's SO TRUE!

 Wrapping Presents With A Dachshund Puppy!

1. Gather presents, boxes and paper in middle of living room floor.
2. Get tape back from Dachshund.
3. Open box.
4. Take Dachshund out of box.
5. Take scissors from Dachshund.
6. Put present in box.
7. Remove present from Dachshund's mouth.
8. Put back in box after removing Dachshund from box.
9. Take scissors away and sit on them.
10. Remove Dachshund from box and put lid on it.
11. Unroll paper.
12. Take Dachshund off box.
13. Wrap paper around box.
14. Remove Dachshund from box and take wrapping paper from her mouth.
15. Fend off Dachshund trying to steal tape and tape one spot.
16. Take box from Dachshund.
17. Remove Dachshund from present and hurriedly slap on tape.
18. Take soggy bow from Dachshund and tape on since sticky stuff ruined.
19. Grab present before Dachshund opens it and put away.
20. Take 2 aspirin, sit down in chair, Dachshund will fall asleep on your lap.

Friday, December 2, 2011

List Friday

Top 10 Favorite TV Shows Right Now

1.  Decoded (with Brad Meltzer)

2.  Pawn Stars

3.  American Pickers

4.  Deadliest Catch

5.  Off Limits

6.  Mysteries At The Museum

7.  Biography

8.  History's Mysteries

9.  20/20, Primetime, 48 Hours Mystery, Dateline (all of those crime documentary shows)

10. Any show with Rick Steves (Europe travel shows)

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Thankful Thursday


In the past few months, I have been struggling with my tendency to judge people on the moral standards that I hold myself to, without stopping to try and be objective, compassionate, non-judgemental and just plain a GOOD LISTENER.  This is kind of hypocritical because one of my biggest pet peaves is a when someone is a crappy listener......

So this week I am thankful for the opportunity to rise above my preconceived notions and
practice what I preach.  I am realizing that not everything is black and white, but rather varying shades of gray.  Now that doesn't mean that I lower my moral/ethical standards, but it does mean that I need to be there for friends when they need someone to talk to, bounce ideas/thoughts off of and ask for advice.  That's a friend's job and I want to be a good one.
It's interesting that just when you think you have it all figured out and are ready to dish out advice, that you realize that you are learning through this process too.....and I'm learning to be less judgemental and a better listener, so that is what I'm thankful for.



Wednesday, November 30, 2011

You Say Goodbye...I Say Hello


Well, it finally came - my last day at my current job is tomorrow......this brings a lot of mixed feelings, but since I knew it was coming for a while now, I suppose I have already worked through all of the emotions of a layoff?  Not sure about that one......


I have never been laid off before, so this was a new experience for me - and NOT a good one.  The company I worked for was acquired in February by a much larger company out of San Diego.  Unfortunately it is very common for HR and Finance/Accounting to get the ax because those functions are best done at the corporate level of the parent company and it makes no sense to double up efforts at a now-division level.

When we first heard the news that we were being acquired - almost a year ago - we in the finance department saw the writing on the wall, but were assured that everything would be fine.  Welllllllllllll..........

Anyway, I have gone through sadness, betrayal, lots of anger, disgust, frustration and everything in between since I found out my job would be eliminated for sure.  This was surely the worst and hardest professional year of my career thus far, but I guess it's just one more struggle that I now have under my belt.  With each one, you learn, grow and find a way to persevere......which just makes you stronger in the end.  I'm sure that someday I will be thankful for this blessing in disguise, but I'm just not far enough out for that yet.  But God has NEVER, not once, left me hanging and abandoned me (even if it felt that way at the time), so I know he has big stuff up ahead for me.  It's just scary and unnerving, but that's what builds character, right??  :)